lots and lots of emotions all whirled around like a hurricane right now…

**frustration. and over something mundane. sometimes i just need to get over myself.

**fear / nerves. i preach again tomorrow. this is not normal (this= both preaching and feeling nervous about it). makes me more nervous. vicious cycle.

**sadness for a friend

**overwhelming love for this handsome 7 (nearly 8!) month old boy.

**that feeling you get when you read a really really good book that you want to hurry through to see how it ends but yet you never want it to end and has a subject matter of consequence, leaving you feel like you need to change something. i’m addicted.

i know, i just need to settle down now. *deep breath*. maybe a run will help clear it all up.